Mother's day = no mother's day for me

Mum, where are you now?
Are you doing fine? Are you happy over there?

I still miss you a lot, dad too. He every nite tells me he still cannot get over you. Not only that, his health is deteriorating as well. 

Haix.. How.. How??

I cannot get over this sadness, i cannot. Especially Mother's day is coming, whatever that are being advertised on the market hit me so hard. I dun have, and never will have the chance to celebrate mother's day with her again.. :'(

This period of Mother's day thingy, is causing a emotional stir up within me.


I need some time alone again..